I feel so lonely.... No, im not alone in here. Yes, i have a lot of friends that i can share it with but sometimes i feel so lonely. Yaa Allah, please forgive me. Maafin aku kalau aku gak pernah merasa cukup atas apa yang Engkau beri. Maafin aku kalau aku selalu meminta kepadamu, but really... tonight aku bener-bener kangen sama Mamah dan Nenek aku. They were the best things that i ever had, especially my mother. She's the one that truly inspired me untill right now, walaupun terakhir ketemu pas umur aku baru 7tahun. She's really beautiful, smart and shalehah. Why can I called her 'smart'? Yas karena dia selalu dapet peringkat 1 disekolahnya, my grandma told it to me and she's shalehah too... why? Beliau juga ngajarin tetangga-tetangga aku ngaji setiap habis maghrib. Pokoknya she's my rule model. After that, i also adore my grandma soooo much. Why? Karena dia yang selalu bikin aku kuat setelah mamah meninggal. Kata-kata yang selalu gue inget sampe sekarang a...